Alright, Blog #2 here goes!

So, I've actually had a really good weekend. Very productive. Hubby went away for some guy time and took the kids to his parents so I could catch up on homework. I got a lot of homework done and cleaned the house, finished up 2 weeks worth of laundry and feel good about getting it all done. I also put in my notice at work. I'll be working until the end of February, then I will be able to focus my time and energy into my marriage, my kids lives, and school work. I have until May to finish an online program I started to be able to work from home while finishing my degree in Interior Design. Plus it makes for a good back up plan! lol

So, I'll be turning 25 a week from tomorrow and it's had me thinking a lot about where I am in my life. I certainly didn't expect to be where I am. But, I wouldn't trade my kids for anything!! They are my whole world, I'd do anything for them, they are the reason for so many things in  my life. I want to finish my degree to provide a good life for them, I want to make my marriage work so they have both parents full-time. there are a million things I do for them I could list, but that's not the point of this blog. lol

I truely need to make a pro-con list for a couple of things, but mostly my hubby. Fights and idle threats mean nothing, when you have a serious conversation about divorce it becomes real. now is the time to either fight as hard as I can to save my marriage or realize its not gonna work and settle things like adults. I love him, yes, he's the father to my kids, yes, but there are many times we both think that we just aren't compatible. and as much as that hurts, it has to be realized-- either we are gonna make it, or we aren't. If it doesn't work, I want to be able to walk away saying I did everything I could to make it work, so here it goes!

Well, my kids are in need of attention, so this is the end for now!